Finally, My 1st entry! I'm currently working on the draft for my Website. I've always wanted one badly but the thing is that I don't how to make one ;) I've already handed my resignation from my 1st job, 14 June 2004. Resignation is effective 14 July 2004 but I have been extended for 2 weeks since I don't have a replacement yet. Working in AHMC HR dept for a year and a half, I've seen lots of people come and go. Some of them were happy that they were already leaving for better pastures. Some were sad since they would be leaving their friends. I on the other hand feel numb, maybe because I've been extended for so long the excitement just faded away.
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
t-na @ 9:11 PM|
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