Friday, October 22, 2004

When you're at the bottom, theres no other way but to go up...

A new and fresh start... that is what I aspire. I've been contemplating lately, sleepless nights. I've been asking myself questions, recollecting past events seeing things in a different perspective. Just this instance it hit me… I realized that I'd have to make my ideas, thoughts and dreams into something tangible. The world would not stop and wait for me... Moping around won’t do me good! And I quote from Oprah “Don’t waste the pretty!” that would be my new mantra. I’d like to share the lyrics of Fallen by Sarah McLachlan definitely a song that could relate to my present situation.

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

We all begin with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burden time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear


t-na @ 4:00 AM| 0 comments