Today was a day of FIRSTS, my mom woke me at exactly 8:00 am I'll be driving her to makati. Its been over a 2 months since I driven a vehicle since I got sick. It was also my first time to drive with my glasses on and use the clip on shades. My sight was much better the P4000 glasses were worth every peny. Everything went well... ... I was at first hesitant to further press the gas but in the long run confidence came back and my top speed was 100 at the sky way .
In the afternoon: I was supposed to have my check up last 26 but my neuro rescheduled it this afternoon. The dosage went up I'm now taking 50mg twice a day. My activities are still limitted depending on how the increase in dosage will effect me. I'm still not allowed to go to the gym and go power walking however I can go swiming or jog/walk in the swiming pool if I'd like to do some cardio. HAhaha funny thing is... that I don't know how to swim...... I already have some plans in mind I hope it works. Well all the best of luck to me!
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
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