We had visitors over today, my cousin and niece, we had a blast just playing around the house. My niece, Nicole, is only 6 yrs old and my oh my once she starts talking nothings stopping her (probably if she drinks water or eat but other than that none) . Whenever there are holidays such as this I always remember little kids. Its quite interesting and very entertaining how they think nowadays. I really love hanging out with them, talking to them, since you can learn a lot of things from the simple facts, current events, weird ideas and YES even gossip.
Before I got sick that's like way back... I had a sideline/partime job as a "Party Host" for Educational Themed parties for kids from simple house parties, clubhouses up to extravagant hotels. Although I won't deny that its very tiring since besides hosting and participating in games I'd also have to assist the kids on how to do the activities (such as painting, crafts etc) and sometimes some kids can be so demanding (especially the spoiled ones hehehe) I was still enjoying and just seeing their smiles, excitement and or hearing their ideas/ thoughts... just very amusing and at the end of the day/party they approach you looking cute and quite messy from all the crafts they made saying: "Bye Teacher Tina" ... and that just sounds soo good to my ears.
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
!!!HaPpY EasTeR!!! 
t-na @ 9:10 PM|
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