I've decided to take a break from blogging at the moment. It's not that I'm ditching JTOL for good I just feel like taking a break... as plain as that. I'm having my headaches again hence I've been really sleeping a lot.
I could just not resist the urge... I bought the boombox the other day. Music really aids me in sleeping easily without thinking about the sharp pain in my head. Suprisingly original DVD's nowadays have dropped down their prices... Constatine can be bought at around 500 bucks... I better stay away from video stores or else I'll end up on a shopping spree.
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
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