Exactly a week before Christmas day, I can't help but have a hint of the blues. My dad left last 2 December '06, just when we were all excited to celebrate Christmas as a whole family something comes up. Something like the company requesting my dad to accept a project abroad, another six months till we see him (letting out a big *sigh*)
I just texted him a while ago, they are on their way to Hamberg, Germany. They'll be in Rotterdam, Netherlands just in time for Christmas.
I'm not actively posting this past few days since I'm really busy with my capizbisniz, I'm enjoying the experience immensely rewarding. Hopefully by next year we'll have a small store or sumthin' XXX keeping my fingers crossed.
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
t-na @ 7:10 PM|
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