Besides being busy at work which eats up most of my time, I have to take care of my dogs since they are still recovering from an illness spreading here in our village. Good thing we've been vigilant and prevented them from further infection. When I get home I tend to their needs such as medicine, a little quality time and just hit the hay afterwards.
Oh how I love and adore those little creatures. They can make a gloomy day bright with their cute chubby faces and smiles.
There are a number of thoughts and things that happened I wished I logged here in my blog. Lately, I haven't had enough time to just sit and write them here. Maybe next year I'll make it up and at least make time to write a few entries a month.
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
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