Saturday, September 18, 2010

I AM AN IDIOT: Was and Not

I had a revelation the other day. I was quite numbed at the initial shock. The numbness quickly replaced and felt like all this time I had a "I AM AN IDIOT" sign stuck on my forehead.

A small part of me knew it was coming. An instant recollection of all the signs that I purposely blinded myself not to see.

I hate how I allowed my emotions to be played with, a part of an experiment of some sorts.
A casualty for someones self discovery.

This might sting for a while but looking at the whole picture, I am happy reflecting on how things transpired I consider myself spared. It might have been a greater tragedy if things went on a different direction.

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