Looks like karma has finally found its way to my little brother, the desktop computer crashed last thursday. Aries, my brothers friend said that the CPU would probably be finished by Tuesday. Well I'm not all jumping and happy about what happened since I also am at a lost (good thing I burned a couple of my files on a cd-rw). This "tragic" event paved the way for reconcillation and upgrades. For the first time, after 3 weeks of silence, my little brother asked me if I could give him a ride home from ATC, I agreed and last night he wanted to sleep at my room with Lynna. We also purchased the long awaited upgrade, an LG 17" LCD monitor and a new cordless trackball, now all we need to wait for is the CPU. Till then my brother has to avail the services of gaming network hubs to nourish his Ragnarok addiction.
So what's up with me lately? In my vacant time, I'm finishing my scrapbook. I'm finally having the courage to finish my long overdued scrapbook. Yes, courage, you're probably wondering why. Well I purchased a rather expensive scrapbook that I'm afraid of making a mistake and ruin the book. Then there is also the fear of looking back, remembering sad things, events that happened. Little by little as I start my scrapbook from baby pictures, first birthday and when we moved here in our home. For every picture I recalled as to what happened that day. I felt a warm fuzzy, there are some pictures of me smiling, laughing, crying and even angry. This is good therapy, other than blogging of course : )
It's my cousins' birthday today! Happy Birthday Grace!
I have a typical first name and that is Kristina. It could be spelled-out in different ways (Cristina, Christina, Xtina and what have you) but nevertheless it still sounds the same. For the last 2 decades of my existence, my name has evolved from Maria, tin-tin, Kristina, Kristeta, tina, tins and in an effort to be unique I finally chose a hyphenated name now I am t-na.
Mood Swings
Confessions
I always said the right things, throwing smiles left and right, ignoring "unpleasant" scenarios pretend that it didn't happen. I found it difficult to say NO, even though I really don't want to do it. To top it off, I always believed that "If I could just be nice to other people, maybe they will also be nice to me in return". Now, realizing that all of that crap I thought of is just full of shit since a lot of people took advantage of my disposition. Some of them even recognized that I was gullible and naive but instead of correcting me, they completely did the opposite. I've treasured momments of reflection and meditation, the healing of wounds. One day I'll face and conquer my demons...
t-na @ 7:20 PM|
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